William Aide
Pianist. Poet. Teacher.Robert Schumann: Carnaval
Poems by William Aide
The dancers masked in Carnaval are clowns
composers lovers dual selves who sport
and dream and whirl and chase each other down
and laugh and never need to know defeat,
Masked vivacities are sweet —
Préambule
Opening pages crying Schumann!
Trip the pompous, dot the chords,
beam my everlasting numen,
zoom like greeny hummingbirds,
leaping maskers, all too human,
vitus-dance beyond all words!
Pierrot
Pierrot turns on his own misterium
(the tiny town points in the baritone);
he punctuates a sweet delirium,
a sad obsessive loon,
a tic beneath a lantern moon.
Arlequin
Nimble be quick and boisterous wit.
triple somersaults, quintuple twirls
never a doubt comes tumbling out of it
now and forever, you get the girls!
Valse Noble
Nobility is most itself when likened:
striding danseur leads the masquerade
moved by Obligation, slackened
by Tenderness, his promised bride.
Eusebius
Unsteady dreams for hire.
I teach brutal men the lyre.
I am love’s pale fire.
Florestan
Imprisoned in my wrath,
remembered butterflies impale me,
I am the passionate man.
Action-bound, I will burst forth
fears cannot assail me —
Meet your Florestan!
Coquette
No man will contain you,
saucy frolic,
men will not disdain you;
melancholic
money will maintain you.
Replique
More of the same and yet
a saner, trimmed Coquette.
Sphinxes
(not to be played)
Triple anchor —
no one knows
blight or chancre
from the rose.
Papillons
Compositions’ butterflies
populate my mind;
zig-zag
lepidopterae
settle on the wind.
Lettres Dansantes
ASCH, the little town from which she came,
SCHA, the music-letters of my name,
motive curving
amorous glancing
sudden swervings
swift romancing
LETTERS DANCING blaze my fame.
Chiarina
(Clara, aged 15)
O my prophetic soul!
All in strength you will do,
bear my children, heal
my mind, rue
the day I conquered you!
Chopin
Neurasthenic nocturne —
I shall do a mock-turn.
Estrella
My first love, vexed,
abandoned, perplexed.
I, smugly oversexed,
Ernestine, this driven waltz,
frantic pitch that never halts,
amber-catch of all my faults.
Reconnaissance
These amiable line dances,
these strutting nonchalances
conceal us for awhile;
withdrawing let us tell
just how we loved so well,
then sashay back in style.
Pantalon et Columbine
Nothing so obscene,
codger with a hard-on
chasing Columbine!
Or may just a friendly spat —
she wins
that’s that.
Valse Allemande
Tentative at first
then laughter burst-
ing out
from Franco-German pout.
Paganini
Pizzicati’s black violin —
listening is a sin
Schumann understands.
Devil-may-care-to
sawing the air to
pieces in my hands.
Aveu
I would never wish you haunted,
do not feel accused;
longings that I never vaunted
leave your heart bemused.
Promenade
Tell me you still love me,
Why so fierce?
Talk with me.
All the stars above me
believe my remorse —
drop your disguise,
look into my eyes,
walk with me,
waltz with me.
Pause
Hearts eased,
prestissimo reprised.
Marche des Davidsbündler contre les Philistines
Quick march blusters in three-quarter time,
brash experiment,
all in merriment,
hoary-heads and David League elated —
final scene
all thirteen
foes decapitated!
Carnaval, his blithest paradigm.
Envoi
And philistines and all their dreary wrangles
dissolve in vivid play immerse in jest
exuberant enough to rout the angels.
Suffering seems unreal once it has passed.
Dancers hold each other fast.